Thursday, July 22, 2010

Dear Facebook... you suck




Dear Facebook,

I think i may have to break things off with you. I don't really know if we can go on like this. There are so many reasons why this will just never work.
For starters You are a player. It's always games with you. Just when I think things are starting to get better you start them up all over again.  You make me angry and jealous all time. When you talk about all your "friends" and all the things you do together I think "Hey, what about me?". 
I can't afford the luxurious vactions you are always taking and then continuously talk about. You know it makes me jealous but that doesn't stop you. Then you showing me picture after picture. Then there is the matter of you indecision, sometimes your married then single then you say it is just complicated. Complicated! What the heck am I suppose to do with that!

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Okay what can I say, I am feeling a little "over" social media. When my health first went to pot I was desperate of social interaction. Say hello to Facebook. It was great, I got to know what the heck was going on with people, people I know, people living in the world. The world that at the time I was greatly removed from.
Now, in spite of the doctors I do seem to be getting "better-ish" which actually leads me to resent what people are doing more. Why? Well I feel just good enough now to want to do things but not good enought to actually do most of them.
So here I be, in my bubble, desperate for friends and social contact, sickened by public places and restaurants, with an intrinsic disdain for the telephone and I house full of animals.

Which brings me back to facebook.... you suck! 

If facebook, myspace, twitter etc. were actually Social Media sites that brought us closer together rather than farther apart, that would be something! A place online where we might strengthen bonds rather than show off (its all about being a f*cking star, baby) that might change the world!
I want to be supported, I want to support.  I know that people doing what I want to do are not stealing my game they are paving my path. At least that's what I would like to believe.
“One man scorned and covered with scars still strove with his last ounce of courage to reach the unreachable stars; and the world was better for this.”

I am a women of La Mantra and this week's mantra is...  lemme think
Change your world before the world changes you

What going to be your La Mantra this week?


As always thanks for reading and I am the queen of run-on words and engrish that may not be appropriate for the English teachers amongst us :)

That all being said, please follow me on twitter, friend me on facebook and help make me a f*cking star of the interwebs ;)

Now for your enjoyment the "Jack in the Sack" with drum roll.......arms down

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Thursday, July 8, 2010

Split Worlds

So I think from now on I will be posting split blogs 1/2 the wordy business and 1/2 art update and they most likely will have nothing in common. Lets get started shall we?

ART UPDATe:

I am almost done with this Large Halloween "Jack in a Sack" but I need your help. I have decided to add arms. The Question is  Arms Up? Arms Down? See Pics and respond ASAP ( I really want to get this one off the table)

Please vote in form of a comment :)

Now onto the Wordy bits. I am now typing the wordy bits on my ipod from bed then I email to my computer then to this blog. This is why they are short however I feel they contain the "moment" and what my point was. Unless I fell asleep but I will try not to let that happen again.

Wordy bits go something like this:

a friend once explained to me that I have a magnetic personality, either you are strongly drawn to me or violently repelled. To those of you I have repelled: I didn't realize the effect I was having on you and I am sorry but we just are not meant to be. Everybody else thanks for keeping up with me!

this weekend I began to see myself a tiny bit more objectively than I ever have before. I have said it before and I will say it again, I am shy. when I say this people tend to roll their eyes and maybe scoff but it is true. since I am this shy person, I also get nervous. If I have you cornered and am talking to you and asking questions some part of me is super nervous. So super nervous that if you are not engaging me in some way, i pump it up, (over the top here I come!)
this is what they call the "tipping point", this is the point went you start to love me and think I am the coolest or....when you begin to make your escape plan from the chatty Cathy who maybe insane or even a stalker. that's was I learned this weekend, the more nervous I become the more magnetic pull or thrust I begin to generate.
I also tried out a new acupuncturist , Japanese tradition, that seems  to equal more smoke and bruises but we shall see . Lookie- the camera adds 10 pounds you know
Sent from my iPod
As always proof readin is for sackers
Thanks for reading, YOU ROCK!
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